this is bad.. i can't slp? and there's a morning run at 6am later.. sigh.. i'm kinda pressed for time now, i hope i can freeze time..

anyway, the week was filled with nightmares every night. god, pls let it stop. it's really taxing. i wake up more than 10 times a night, just to realise that i only fell asleep and stayed asleep for a few minutes.. weird nightmares i would say, some of the ones i remember seem to be either pple losing loved ones and this especially freaky one was that i dreamt that my already deceased grandpa lying in the hospital with my grandma, and my grandma requested the doctors to let her go.. don't get me wrong, nothing's wrong with my grandma at the moment.. it's just.. weird..

i was told that i shouted "fuck" really loudly last night, and jon thought it was because my alarm didnt ring and we were late or something.. but it was only 130am so he asked me if i was alright and i slumped back into bed.. haha.. i denied everything of course! =X

48 days.